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I really don’t feel like doing anything.

But instead I’m going to make a list of things that piss me off abt my therapist so I can get -some- clarity.  My mind is all over the place.

demented-pirates:

I don’t think I want a boyfriend. I just want to go on a really nice date. I want to dress up in a pretty dress and heels and go out with someone really attractive who tells me that I’m pretty.

your-evolved-mind:

I quit my dreaming the moment that I found you
I started dancing just to be around you
Here’s to thinking that it all meant so much more
I kept my mouth shut and opened up the door

I wanted nothing but for this to be the end
For this to never be a tied and empty hand
If all the trouble in my heart would only mend
I lost my dream I lost my reason all again


It’s not just me for you I have to look out too
I have to save my life
I need some peace of mind
I am the only one now
I am the only one now
I am the only one now

You may not be around
You may not be around
You may not be around

I am the only one now
I am the only one now
I am the only one now
I am the only one now

Finally got my 5th step done, thank the f*cking lord

fionaapplerocks:

I remember I would be sitting in my shrink’s office, looking at his computer with one of those screen savers on, and they have all these cubes in different colors, and I swear my mood would change….A purple square would come up and I’d feel ‘Everything’s OK,’ then a green one would come up and I’d be, ‘Everything’s terrible.’  It would make no sense to me.  I still don’t understand it.” - Fiona Apple (Rolling Stone Jan 1998)

fionaapplerocks:

I remember I would be sitting in my shrink’s office, looking at his computer with one of those screen savers on, and they have all these cubes in different colors, and I swear my mood would change….A purple square would come up and I’d feel ‘Everything’s OK,’ then a green one would come up and I’d be, ‘Everything’s terrible.’  It would make no sense to me.  I still don’t understand it.” - Fiona Apple (Rolling Stone Jan 1998)

I’m working on a finality of my resentments/step 4 for my friend Faith (since it sucked going over them w/the last person I got together with, & I’m not going to continue with her…) to do with F. on Sunday.

Omigod I really really can’t wait to get this done… been waiting 3 months & it’s been a super long time coming in general. :P

fuckyeahjohnroderick:

Aimee Mann and John Roderick (by davidjlee)

fuckyeahjohnroderick:

Aimee Mann and John Roderick (by davidjlee)

I don’t know why I have any motivation today but I’m glad that I do.

I am looking forward to my roommate who’s probably a meth addict moving out in a week (she coughs literally all the time :\ )  There are other things that suck abt her too, but I don’t need to get into that.

But I’m not looking fwd to being alone.

I’m looking fwd to when my life isn’t a freaking mess (when will that be.)