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I don’t know why I have any motivation today but I’m glad that I do.

I am looking forward to my roommate who’s probably a meth addict moving out in a week (she coughs literally all the time :\ )  There are other things that suck abt her too, but I don’t need to get into that.

But I’m not looking fwd to being alone.

I’m looking fwd to when my life isn’t a freaking mess (when will that be.)

I have way too much going on at once (will specify later)

What the fuck

At least I feel more energized again..(?)

But my spons is still my home girl. Great talk tonight. & I’m more enthused abt recovery than ever. Hope I can go to the aa/al anon state conference this weekend -crosses fingers-

My therapist can go f*ck herself.  But anyway, melatonin is still kind of my friend, idek :\ those 2 mg need to kick in soon. :P

if only all our memories were one
we only had to blink and it was done
if all the world could see it with one eye
in perfect color to the perfect sky

if only we could turn ourselves around
and all the things we’re looking for were found
if only we grew wiser with each breath
if only we could dance our way to death

if only all our dreams were coming true
maybe there’d be some time for me and you
if only all the world could sing along
in perfect rhythm to the perfect song

if only all our hopes were to be here
we’d just close our eyes when we want to disappear
if only all the love we needed was gained
if only we could always stay the same
if only we could always stay the same

we’d close our doors and then we’d go to bed
we’d never have to do it all again
there wouldn’t be one thing to fight about
and time would turn our bodies inside out
and time would turn our bodies inside out

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I’m so sad and unmotivated (by family stuff as usual these days..) but at least I have a job interview today that’s kinda cool

fuckyeahgrrrlrock:

It’s too hot to work today. Good job I have the fab Ms Mann for company :)

It’s too sad to move. No.. it’s also been too hot here too. :P
But yay Aimee Mann

fuckyeahgrrrlrock:

It’s too hot to work today. Good job I have the fab Ms Mann for company :)

It’s too sad to move. No.. it’s also been too hot here too. :P

But yay Aimee Mann

People just get on my nerves sometimes, for no reason. :P

Trying to take the snobbery out of Boulder is like trying to catch 5 minnows in the sea all at the same time just with your 2 hands.