I remember I would be sitting in my shrink’s office, looking at his computer with one of those screen savers on, and they have all these cubes in different colors, and I swear my mood would change….A purple square would come up and I’d feel ‘Everything’s OK,’ then a green one would come up and I’d be, ‘Everything’s terrible.’ It would make no sense to me. I still don’t understand it.” - Fiona Apple (Rolling Stone Jan 1998)
I’m working on a finality of my resentments/step 4 for my friend Faith (since it sucked going over them w/the last person I got together with, & I’m not going to continue with her…) to do with F. on Sunday.
Omigod I really really can’t wait to get this done… been waiting 3 months & it’s been a super long time coming in general. :P
I am looking forward to my roommate who’s probably a meth addict moving out in a week (she coughs literally all the time :\ ) There are other things that suck abt her too, but I don’t need to get into that.
But I’m not looking fwd to being alone.
I’m looking fwd to when my life isn’t a freaking mess (when will that be.)